Michael Vick… back again…

Okay seriously… my title says enough… the man may be a good player but he's a disgrace…

Any person who could be in charge of bankrolling a dog fighting operation needs to be banned from any type of job where people can idolize him…He doesn't deserve the fame or fortune… None of it!

 

Many people say his sentence was too harsh but seriously what did he expect… A slap on the hand and then they'll send him on his merry way… He deserved to be in jail… it's inhumane to treat animals like that…

Absolutely sick… && the fact that he enjoyed it bcuz no one does that for the hell of it…

 

So now he has a 2 year contract with Philadelphia Eagles… Good for him, really how he can just spring right back… but other members on the team are worried that one member could taint the teams image… (can you tell who…?)

 

I don't blame him, he lost a lot of support when he admitted to the dog fighting… && I don't blame his fans for leaving. But now he's back and he's going to regain a new status and a "NEW IMAGE" w.e that means…

 

So he's back…

    I think it's a disgrace and he should be banned… No little kid should look up to him and believe me kids are very impressionable…

 

We'll see how this plays out…

&& it was like BAM!

How do I explain this? It's unbelievable how things all happen at once whether it's good or bad, it just seems to happen all at once. There are 2 major things that may just make my head explode….

1. My Titi (Grandma) got admitted into the hospital
   
2. I love my Leah
   

Today at around 4 o clock my Titi was admitted into the hospital. Simply because she refused to let anyone help her, and was threatening. I mean sure I know it comes along with the brain tumor but still it was insane. At this point I can't tell what's what. If it's the tumor or really her, it just makes me feel sad inside knowing that I can't help her. So I began to write this at the hospital but it became to crazy. So quick update… they found another tumor in her lung and now they say most likely that the tumors are cancerous but we won't know for sure until they take biopsy. So time once again has left me waiting…

 

Oh mee God Leah if you could read you'd understand, but you're a child and you don't understand why daddy is acting weird but when I look at you and say everything's going to be alright it's going to be all right. Johnny.. frankly idk what you want me to do… Damn… I'd do anything for her.. && now you put me in some stupid as position like this. Either the both of you or nothing… don't be greedy… because you know I love her more than any other person in this universe maybe even more than you do…

 

Ugghs soo fuckin pissed can't even write this stupid thing ne more… OUT!!! for a walk…

 

 

 

I’m Anxious and have Butterflies…

You know when you like someone… && every time you see them or think about them you get that little weird feeling in your stomach…

WELL GUESS WHAT???

I got that feeling...

Every time I see him I get Butterflies in my stomach and that anxious feeling in my chest. I can't help it but it just seems to happen. Believe me when I say in the end I'll regret feeling like this, but for the moment I don't mind… && at this point you're wondering what he's like… Well he's cute, funny, really cute, and nice, yeah I already he's cute, right??? I guess that proves to you I don't know that much about him, but can you blame me I just met the kid…

Anyway back to my title…

Almost all girls should know what I was describing. You know were your chest feels like it's going to explode and your stomach is all fluttery. It's like we lose ourselves in that exact moment. I think all teenage girls have felt this way, at least I hope (I more like pray that it's not only me). It's just one of the many things we go through in our daily lives.

Idk I guess this is a short post, I just really had to get that off my mind…=]

It's these damn boys that got us all wound up… but hey like so many say you can't live with em, can't live without em….

 

Yours Truly

Tasia Mariie…

A Brain tumor....

Ehh I guess I could say life could be better but here’s an update…

Last week I found out my grandma has a brain tumor. I began to cry as soon as my mom told me. You see my grandmother is like my second mother, since I do not have a father. She’s always been there for me no matter that. I love her and I know that I need her as a part of my life.

Unfortunately ever since we found out about the tumor she has been very harsh to the family. Her name calling and constant refusal has been the hardest thing to get around. She refuses to let us help her, and believe me that’s all we want to do is help but she just won’t let us. She gave me a nickname I really don’t like “Nurse Ratchet” because I’m constantly “Bossing” her around. Well I have to be sure she takes her medicine and if we have a doctor appointment then she needs to listen so she could get dressed. She says things to me that I don’t like but I know deep down inside that it’s the tumor talking and not her. But for right now I can’t help but to feel that it is her really talking. I try real hard it’s just getting harder and harder.

At this point I’m letting myself scream, cry and bleed on the inside but on the outside I remain calm and cool. Like nothing wrong && everything’s going to be okay.

But today I found out things might not be okay. Things are gonna start moving quickly. We need to get things moving, we have 4 days until she should be having surgery but god only knows if we’ll get things done that fast.

Now we must rush but at the same time we must wait. Yet time is of the essences….

Blah

So i woke up this morning n was like wow its the 4th of July...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY..... =]
So its summer and expected i have summer school nothing to be so happy about but anyways been bored...
not busy but bored...
Lifes become one big blur i do the same thing everyday
Wake up
Work on my Novel
Eat something
Work on my novel somemore
Then Sleep

Like wtf has happened to the excitment of things....

Really !!!!
idk i wanna strt a video blog of just about life...
well see what happenes...
Gotta get ready cuz im going outs.... FINALLY
<3

To Be Honest...

To be honest 

i don't really think i know anymore... 

Yeah i know i haven't been around for a while but honestly 

i really haven't even been in my own head...

Like i've been absent in my mind...

I close my eyes and i see black, nothing... 

At night i use to dream and now... i cant even sleep...

Memories of the past never can be erased can they...

No matter how much you may want to forget the people you loved you know you cant...

&& NOOOOOO i aint talking about no guy I'm talking about people who just come and go in your life...

How they're there one moment and then you turn around and they're gone...

I Miss you people...

I Miss the people i use to call my best friends... 

Yuh know the people who were ALWAYS there for me...

Well as many say 

Time Changes Many Things...

To Be Honest...

I Hate Time but most importantly I HATE CHANGE>>>>>>

Aluminum Foil DOES NOT go in the MICROWAVE!!!!

Yeah ok so as of my title you can see already...

I've had a couple encounters with this topic at least 3 time in my 17 years of life...=]

only reason why i'm deciding to write about it is i got a call from my friend asking if it was safe...


first i laughed out loud for 5 min and then shouted

NO WAY

Anyway the time it's happen is when i was 10 and my Grandma (Titi) && Mom left me home wit my Popi (Grandpa) me and him were playin poker wiith cookies and popcorn he told me to wrap the Cournels (however yuh spell it) in Aluminum foil so i did it and stuck it in the microwave for about 30 sec... me n him walk over there and of course they didnt pop then he puts it in for 2 min and we smelled something burning we walk back over to the microwave and the thing was

frekkin on fire....

So like now educated smart people we decide to put out the fire and leave it alone of course the whole house smelled like fire and after that my Titi && Mom rele didnt like leavign me home wiit him...=]


2. Ok so i was 14 i was obviously smrt but plz all people have their dumb moments...=]

so i put a Hamburger in the micrwave from like Chekerz or sumthing....*(iidk why they wrap em in Foil ne way)* and within 20 sec theres a little fire within the microwave... i shut it off and left the burger in there all nite...

3. i was at my friend Cici's house and iidk wtf we were doing but we were heatin up sum Arroz con Pollo her mom had made she wrapped the pot in aluminum foil and she just shoved it in the microwave we go and lay down downstairs 15 min later her Fire alarm goes off and the Firefighters show upz...


Now try explainig that to yuh MOM....=]

Ne way Learn that Aluminum FOil does not go in the
MICROWAVE!!!!

Ugghz Stupid Girlz...

Ok so there's this girl in my english class && im not a person to just be mean to people or talk about them but enough is enough. I could swear to god she fuxin retarded...
My class is reading Rasin in the Sun by Loraine Hansberry (it's a bout a black family) and at one point my teacher asks the calls this question

"Now why is it that Ruth dosn't have as strong as an
accent as the others in the house"

and then this ignorant stupid girl literally screams out

"because she came from poor dirty africa"

i stared at her and every word that came out of her mouth she meant.
How stupid can she fucxin be NOT EVERY BLACK PERSON LIVED IN AFRICA DUMB A**...
Ugghhzz
i just dont understand how people could beso ignorant so close minded
Do you never happen to open your eyes and look out your little cirlce of friends with their little tee vee shows and cars. Like seriously.... OPEN YOUR DAMN EYEZ......

Yeah iima go do sumthing else to cool down....=P

The Beginning

Well we’ll start off something like this
My name is Tee && at this point I’m 17
There’s not one thing to envy about that
Anyway this is gonna be a blog that has to do with everything
What’s going on, on the 5 o’ clock news and
What’s going on at my high school
&& Life && People
And blah Dee blah Dee blah
So I’m glad you get the point by now…=]
I will probably write again tonight
So Peaces Pplz…
Tee Mariiee<3