To Be Honest...

To be honest 

i don't really think i know anymore... 

Yeah i know i haven't been around for a while but honestly 

i really haven't even been in my own head...

Like i've been absent in my mind...

I close my eyes and i see black, nothing... 

At night i use to dream and now... i cant even sleep...

Memories of the past never can be erased can they...

No matter how much you may want to forget the people you loved you know you cant...

&& NOOOOOO i aint talking about no guy I'm talking about people who just come and go in your life...

How they're there one moment and then you turn around and they're gone...

I Miss you people...

I Miss the people i use to call my best friends... 

Yuh know the people who were ALWAYS there for me...

Well as many say 

Time Changes Many Things...

To Be Honest...

I Hate Time but most importantly I HATE CHANGE>>>>>>