Michael Vick… back again…

Okay seriously… my title says enough… the man may be a good player but he's a disgrace…

Any person who could be in charge of bankrolling a dog fighting operation needs to be banned from any type of job where people can idolize him…He doesn't deserve the fame or fortune… None of it!

 

Many people say his sentence was too harsh but seriously what did he expect… A slap on the hand and then they'll send him on his merry way… He deserved to be in jail… it's inhumane to treat animals like that…

Absolutely sick… && the fact that he enjoyed it bcuz no one does that for the hell of it…

 

So now he has a 2 year contract with Philadelphia Eagles… Good for him, really how he can just spring right back… but other members on the team are worried that one member could taint the teams image… (can you tell who…?)

 

I don't blame him, he lost a lot of support when he admitted to the dog fighting… && I don't blame his fans for leaving. But now he's back and he's going to regain a new status and a "NEW IMAGE" w.e that means…

 

So he's back…

    I think it's a disgrace and he should be banned… No little kid should look up to him and believe me kids are very impressionable…

 

We'll see how this plays out…

&& it was like BAM!

How do I explain this? It's unbelievable how things all happen at once whether it's good or bad, it just seems to happen all at once. There are 2 major things that may just make my head explode….

1. My Titi (Grandma) got admitted into the hospital
   
2. I love my Leah
   

Today at around 4 o clock my Titi was admitted into the hospital. Simply because she refused to let anyone help her, and was threatening. I mean sure I know it comes along with the brain tumor but still it was insane. At this point I can't tell what's what. If it's the tumor or really her, it just makes me feel sad inside knowing that I can't help her. So I began to write this at the hospital but it became to crazy. So quick update… they found another tumor in her lung and now they say most likely that the tumors are cancerous but we won't know for sure until they take biopsy. So time once again has left me waiting…

 

Oh mee God Leah if you could read you'd understand, but you're a child and you don't understand why daddy is acting weird but when I look at you and say everything's going to be alright it's going to be all right. Johnny.. frankly idk what you want me to do… Damn… I'd do anything for her.. && now you put me in some stupid as position like this. Either the both of you or nothing… don't be greedy… because you know I love her more than any other person in this universe maybe even more than you do…

 

Ugghs soo fuckin pissed can't even write this stupid thing ne more… OUT!!! for a walk…

 

 

 

I’m Anxious and have Butterflies…

You know when you like someone… && every time you see them or think about them you get that little weird feeling in your stomach…

WELL GUESS WHAT???

I got that feeling...

Every time I see him I get Butterflies in my stomach and that anxious feeling in my chest. I can't help it but it just seems to happen. Believe me when I say in the end I'll regret feeling like this, but for the moment I don't mind… && at this point you're wondering what he's like… Well he's cute, funny, really cute, and nice, yeah I already he's cute, right??? I guess that proves to you I don't know that much about him, but can you blame me I just met the kid…

Anyway back to my title…

Almost all girls should know what I was describing. You know were your chest feels like it's going to explode and your stomach is all fluttery. It's like we lose ourselves in that exact moment. I think all teenage girls have felt this way, at least I hope (I more like pray that it's not only me). It's just one of the many things we go through in our daily lives.

Idk I guess this is a short post, I just really had to get that off my mind…=]

It's these damn boys that got us all wound up… but hey like so many say you can't live with em, can't live without em….

 

Yours Truly

Tasia Mariie…

A Brain tumor....

Ehh I guess I could say life could be better but here’s an update…

Last week I found out my grandma has a brain tumor. I began to cry as soon as my mom told me. You see my grandmother is like my second mother, since I do not have a father. She’s always been there for me no matter that. I love her and I know that I need her as a part of my life.

Unfortunately ever since we found out about the tumor she has been very harsh to the family. Her name calling and constant refusal has been the hardest thing to get around. She refuses to let us help her, and believe me that’s all we want to do is help but she just won’t let us. She gave me a nickname I really don’t like “Nurse Ratchet” because I’m constantly “Bossing” her around. Well I have to be sure she takes her medicine and if we have a doctor appointment then she needs to listen so she could get dressed. She says things to me that I don’t like but I know deep down inside that it’s the tumor talking and not her. But for right now I can’t help but to feel that it is her really talking. I try real hard it’s just getting harder and harder.

At this point I’m letting myself scream, cry and bleed on the inside but on the outside I remain calm and cool. Like nothing wrong && everything’s going to be okay.

But today I found out things might not be okay. Things are gonna start moving quickly. We need to get things moving, we have 4 days until she should be having surgery but god only knows if we’ll get things done that fast.

Now we must rush but at the same time we must wait. Yet time is of the essences….