It's been a while since I've decided to write. Actually been a while since I've decided to write anything. Haven't worked on my novel, haven't written any poetry. NOTHING. I know that's bad. I've had no inspiration and that saddens me.
Well I'm 18 now :) still a super big kid at heart though. I guess I've realized all my life I've been sheltered in a way by my family and now that I'm 18 and everything seems to fall apart slowly. Yes my Grandma is still sick and for the people who really know me and read this, she's doing much, much better. She's finally Walking;; I thank everyone for all their prayers, I've changed my email so if I don't check your reply's so quickly I am so sorry.
I'm home sick since Monday and I have to admit I miss school, but only for my friends. I'm ready for school to be over and to begin my life. Now that sounds scary in my head and aloud. Even more freighting that I've put it in writing, you all know me it means nothing unless I've written it down for the world to see.
Don't get me started on boys, just don't. Maybe the next time I write I'll have something to say J
I'm dying over here coughing and wishing I was better;;; Going to lay down.. Imma try my hardest to come back on and write some stuff for you guys.
&& If you're wondering why this blog and not the other one… it was deleted L yes I said I was gonna do it and I did it.. So yeah send this one to all your friends I gotta get my following back <3 love you all
Love ***Tee Mariiee**
